if they wanna talk to you, they would. if they wanna be with you, they would. if they wanna make things work, they would. don’t ever let things be one sided, it’s not healthy nor fair for you.
Too many of my own interactions with ppl have been one sided with me trying too hard for others 🙃🙃
I want to scream. I want to hit something. I want to wreck something. I want to bang my head against the wall. I want to rip my heart out of my chest. I want to do anything to feel something else than my aching heart. But all I can do is sit here in agonising pain while tears run down my face.
i am a big fan of being in bed.
the bed fandom is dying. repost if youre a true sleepyhead
“I’m not very good at putting my feelings into words. That’s why people misunderstand me.”— Haruki Murakami
being in your early 20s is crazy bc there’s people who are literally married and people who’ve never even dated and people who are trapped in their childhood bedrooms waiting to get out and people who are trying to live out romanticized dream lives and people who are completely on their own and people with multi tiered support systems and we’re all supposedly peers and none of us think we’re doing it right at all
all I want is a cute apartment with big windows, sunshine streaming through, a full bookcase, the smell of coffee and to be content and at peace with life